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    August 05

    诗情ば画意

    才话别已深秋,只一眼就花落
    窗台人影独坐,夜沉的更寂寞
    一段路分两头,爱了却要放手
    无事东风走过,扬起回忆如昨
    摇摇欲坠,不只你的泪,还有仅剩的世界
    嘲笑的风,高唱的离别,我却听不见
    穿越千年的眼泪,只有梦里看得见
    我多想再见你,哪怕一面
    前世末了的眷恋,在我血液里分裂
    沉睡中缠绵,清醒又幻减
    梦在前世发觉,我在梦里搁浅
    月光浸湿从前,掺拌了的想念
    你眺望着天边,我眺望你的脸
    谨记你的容颜,来世把你寻找
    摇摇欲坠,不只你的泪,还有仅剩的世界
    嘲笑的风,高唱的离别,我却听不见
    穿越千年的眼泪,只有梦里看得见
    我多想再见你,哪怕一面
    前世末了的眷恋,在我血液里分裂
    沉睡中缠绵,清醒又幻减
    摇摇欲坠,不只你的泪
    嘲笑的风,高唱的离别
    不管还要等待多少年...
    穿越千年的眼泪,只有梦里看得见
    我多想再见你,哪怕一面
    前世末了的眷恋,在我血液里分裂
    沉睡中缠绵,清醒又幻减
    July 02

    你我活着就是幸福

      人总会说自己活着很累,又要为这操心又要为那操心.确实很对哦.但不要把这个当做是一个不上进的借口.
      曾读过一篇名为<清点你的幸福>文章感触颇多.每当看到街上为了生活忙碌奔波的生物,趴在天桥祈祷路人施 舍的行尸,死盯垃圾桶等待丢弃的傻x.我打心底同情他们,在自己宽裕时也会让他们吃上一天的晚饭.
      相比之下我是很幸福的了.
      可怜之人必有可恨之处.早年对时间的荒废造成了昔日的必然结果.
      活着就是幸福.这里我可能要打一个不恰当的例子.人活着累生物也一样.这又不禁让我想起每日关上灯睡觉时出现的老哥儿几个.蚊子与时有时无的大苍蝇.它们真的很累.出生在厕所大便中,长大还要冒者生命危险去吃每天仅有的一次美餐.所以我经常在他们吃饱了以后再狠狠的拍死丫挺.想不被人打死只有不停的去飞,飞.很累很累.高等生物相比之下更幸福了.
     古往今来,人们的生活水平确实提高了.我们仍感不到幸福快乐是因为我们总爱找出各种各样的理由跟自己过不去罢了.快乐的标准在每个人心里都不一样,但我们拥有的东西足以让我们的生活过得还算不错.我们的房子确实比李嘉诚的小,即便如此我还是觉得打扫不过来.而在几百几千年后的人看来,我们的的家具与银行家的豪华家具一样寒酸,没有区别.
      这就跟吃饭一样,我今天吃的6块钱一碗的牛肉面跟你吃的60块钱的kfc目的都是一样----填饱肚子.而让我觉得更多幸福的是你吃的是更多的致癌物.
    June 29

    有梦就去追

    此图此话谨献给有梦想和已经去追梦的人.
    ps:没有梦想或老觉得自己梦想太高的人think over 你连追都没去追 跟这谈什么梦想.
    干扰阻挠别人梦想的人stop you mouth!
    June 27

    感谢玉玉

    终于收到玉玉从上海寄来的包裹(张靓影vs玉玉宇宙限量版亲笔签名cd)...连续3天在山上苦苦的等待...心情无比激动 发几张图让大家欣赏下
    June 24

    Boulevard of Broken Dreams

    Green Day
    Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
     
     
    I walk a lonely road
    The only one that I have ever known
    Don’t know where it goes
    But it's home to me and I walk alone
    Today is gonna be the day
    That they're gonna throw it back to you
    I walk this empty street
    On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
    Where the city sleeps
    And I'm the only one and I walk alone
    By now you should've somehow
    Realized what you gotta do (I walk alone, I walk alone)
    I don't believe that anybody
    Feels the way I do about you now (I walk alone, I walk alone)
    My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
    My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
    Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
    'Til then I walk alone
    Every day I wake up and it's Sunday
    Whatever's in my head won't go away
    The radio is playing all the usual
    And what's a wonderwall anyway
    Backbeat the word is on the street
    That the fire in your heart is out
    I'm sure you've heard it all before
    But you never really had a doubt
    I don't believe that anybody feels
    The way I do about you now
    I'm walking down the line
    That divides me somewhere in my mind
    On the border line
    Of the edge and where I walk alone
    Today is gonna be the day
    That they're gonna throw it back to you
    Read between the lines
    What's fucked up and everything's alright
    Check my vital signs
    To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
    Today is gonna be the day
    That they're gonna throw it back to you (I walk alone, I walk alone)
    By now you should've somehow
    Realized what you gotta do (I walk alone, I walk alone)
    And all the roads we have to walk are winding
    And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
    There are many things that I would
    Like to say to you
    But I don't know how
    I walk this empty street
    On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
    Today is gonna be the day
    That they're gonna throw it back to you
    I walk this empty street
    On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
    By now you should've somehow
    Realized what you gotta do
    Where the city sleeps
    and I'm the only one and I walk alone
    Because maybe
    My shadow's the only one that walks beside me (You're gonna be the one that saves me)
    My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating (You're gonna be the one that saves me)
    Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me (You're gonna be the one that saves me)
    'Til then I walk alone
    Sing with me (sing)
    Sing for the year (sing)
    Sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
    Sing with me, if it’s just for today
    Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away
     
    June 23

    7days

    Craig David
    7 days
    On my way to see my friends
    who lived a couple blocks away from me (owh)
    As I walked through the subway
    it must have been about quarter past three
    In front of me
    stood a beautiful honey with a beautiful body
    She asked me for the time
    I said it'd cost her her name
    a six digit number & a date with me tomorrow at nine
    Did she decline? No
    Didn't she mind? I don't think so
    Was it for real? Damn sure
    What was the deal? A pretty girl aged 24
    So was she keen? She couldn't wait
    Cinnamon queen? let me update
    What did she say? She said she'd love to
    rendezvous
    She asked me what we were gonna do
    said we'd start with a bottle of moet for two
    Monday
    took her for a drink on Tuesday
    we were making love by Wednesday
    and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday
    I met this girl on Monday
    took her for a drink on Tuesday
    we were making love by Wednesday
    and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday
    Nine was the time
    cos I'll be getting mine
    and she was looking fine
    Smooth talker
    she told me
    She'd love to unfold me all night long
    Ooh I loved the way she kicked it
    from the front to back she flipped (back she flipped it, ooh the way she kicked it)
    And I oh oh I yeah
    hope that she'd care
    cos I'm a man who'll always be there
    Ooh yeah
    I'm not a man to play around baby
    Ooh yeah
    cos a one night stand isn't really fair
    From the first impression girl hmm you don't seem to be like that
    Cos there's no need to chat for there'll be plenty for that
    From the subway to my home
    endless ringing of my phone
    When you feeling all alone
    all you gotta do
    is just call me call me
    Monday
    took her for a drink on Tuesday
    we were making love by Wednesday
    and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday
    I met this girl on Monday
    took her for a drink on Tuesday
    we were making love by Wednesday
    and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday
    (Break it down, uh break it down)
    Since I met this special lady
    ooh yeah
    I can't get her of my mind
    She's one of a kind
    And I ain't about to deny it
    It's a special kind thing
    with you-oh.......
    Monday
    took her for a drink on Tuesday
    we were making love by Wednesday
    and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday
    I met this girl on Monday
    took her for a drink on Tuesday
    we were making love by Wednesday
    and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday

     
    June 22

    暂无题目

      期考试完就有人问我为什么不作弊?我说:"作弊也是不及格,不作弊也是不及格,何必为了同样的结果去冒一次风险呢?一个是成绩上的不及格,另一个则被前人规为道德思想品质上的不及格."

       我首先不是那所谓的什么正人君子.昨儿那科实在没必要了.出勤0,期中记得只考了19分.我甚至无法准确的告诉你们这科的专署名词.

      再谈理想.我理想挺好的也比较实际.可有的人就说我理想太高太不实际.处于面子没说我自大,傲气等字眼.高么?呵.我只能说你们是过份贬低了自己!或者说你们是那可悲的保守派.请问现在什么年代了?中国人自古至今深受儒家中庸思想的迫害,难道到了咱们这个世纪还要继续延续下去?oh My God!what are fucking rules!!!在这个精神至上,思想制富的年代你们还会去做"不为5斗米折腰"的圣人么?这世间最可悲的莫过与轻视自己.每个人都有自身的潜力,更多的人没有被开发而已.2种思想的人很难意见一致.我不想跟你们一致也不想让你们跟我一致.我不敢妄言谁才是对的.但唯一能体现出的则是思想上的贫福差距.人各有志,世界不存在绝对正确与绝对错误.往往让众人看似绝对错误的一个观点才是超反脱俗的制富理念.

      我承认我不是一个聪明的人,有头脑的人是不会把这些话说出来的.沉在心底.让所有之前讽刺,嘲笑过他的人在地狱的门口痛苦的徘徊...

    June 20

    life's a struggle

    life's a struggle
    宋岳庭
     

     我睁开双眼踏入这个世界
    妈妈给我生命现在让我自生自灭
    这让我恐惧在我的眼里每个人都戴着面具
    回想过去难道生命就是这样延续?
    我抽烟抽得我的肺都黑了
    就像整个社会被人心笼罩着它也是黑的
    我背着宿命的十字架
    也渴望power, paper and respect
    我想这大概就是human nature
    佛家说烦恼即是菩提我暂且不提
    我倒是希望能够回到母体
    老妈对不起我时常把你气得跺脚
    你说你后悔当初没有把我堕掉
    每当我放学回家放下那沉重的背包
    家里空无一人只残留着你香水的味道
    那时我知道你那天晚上又要加班
    我打开冰箱拿出微波炉吃冰的晚餐
    老爸在凌晨两点钟醉醺醺地回家
    我从睡梦中醒来只听到你们在吵架
    我没有办法专心面对第二天的考试
    老师他不喜欢我我也不喜欢老师
    我讨厌穿制服我讨厌学校的制度
    我讨厌训导主任的嘴脸讨厌被束缚
    that's true
    很多人不屑我的态度他们说我太cool
    警察不爽我都曾将我逮捕
    i don't give a fuck about 人家说什么
    他们想说什么就说什么但是他们算什么
    没有谁有权利拿他的标准衡量我
    主宰是我自己随便人家如何想我还是我
    爱钱的女人只给凯子摸
    不懂得用保险套的人别嫌孩子多
    金钱力量虽大却生不带来死不带走
    紧握着双拳的人们何时能松开手?

    **life's a struggle 日子还要过
    品尝喜怒哀乐之后又是数不尽的troubles
    everyday 有多少问题要去面对
    有多少夜痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡…

    **life's a struggle 日子还要过
    品尝喜怒哀乐之后又是数不尽的troubles
    everyday 有多少问题要去面对
    有多少夜痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡…

    法庭严肃的空气逼得我快不能呼吸
    当时面临着终生监禁的我开始反省
    铁栏杆之后又是个截然不同的景象
    刑犯们眼神中看不到一点和平的气象
    仅有一寸短的铅笔写的是监狱风云
    日记上描绘的不是美好的户外风景
    自由在他们眼里才是憧憬
    放一把自制武器在枕头旁以防随时有人偷袭
    有些人怀疑老婆在外偷情
    有些人把家人寄来的信件一张一张好好收集
    有些人二十四小时几乎在床上休息
    有些人精神失常因为受不了打击
    三个月如火如荼的漫长等待已过去
    出狱后的我得面对三年的缓刑期
    这也好一生中第一次感觉到幸福
    但生命中的考验何止如此我不清楚
    我不知道接下来还有什么会发生
    翻开报纸的新闻又是看到放火杀人
    还记得某年无意间发现的照片
    上面有阿姨对男人施行口交的恶心画面
    这简直摧毁了她在我心目中的形象
    我无法忘怀照片中那笑容多么淫荡
    我抵抗胸口存在着不安及惶恐
    我不断听到痛苦的声音在内心怒吼

    **life's a struggle 日子还要过
    品尝喜怒哀乐之后又是数不尽的troubles
    everyday 有多少问题要去面对
    有多少夜痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡…

    **life's a struggle 日子还要过
    品尝喜怒哀乐之后又是数不尽的troubles
    everyday 有多少问题要去面对
    有多少夜痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡…

    不论我走到天南不论我走到地北
    不论我走到哪都见识到人心的虚伪
    it's kinda funny 在人的眼里只有money
    外表好像要帮你却只是想帮他自己
    笑容可掬的脸后面谁知道是个狼心狗肺
    连朋友都能背叛因为只有名利合他口味
    她说她爱你的时候讲的是问心无愧
    搞不好她爱的是你身后的荣华富贵
    你可曾困惑在你身旁谁是敌是友
    对你落井下石的可能就是你的挚友
    你可曾经历当你最需要帮助的时候
    平常跟你称兄道弟的人都突然失踪
    亲爱的神伟大的神
    你可以怪我想法太过无知但我只是人
    我不信人因为人也不信我
    不要问我为什么我最多只能告诉你这就是我
    生命像海浪一样有时高有时低
    你是否告诉自己坚强渡过各种时期
    我从命运的天台放眼却看不到星空
    漆黑的天空压在头顶使我不得轻松
    在我心中找不到一个安静的角落
    我不能再沈睡下去良心彷佛在笑我
    它在说:有几天几夜老妈曾经为你以泪洗面
    老爸他只顾己见希望之火只见熄灭
    我接起电话是老爸憔悴的声音
    虽没见面却不难想像他当时的神情
    刚听完他最近失业的消息
    脑海里马上浮现祖母的话警告我一定要争气
    我已经放弃所有哭的理由
    因为我早就习惯冷漠活在无情的现实里头
    人生要如何起头?改变要如何起手?
    当活在泥沼中要如何才能金盆洗手?

    **life's a struggle 日子还要过
    品尝喜怒哀乐之后又是数不尽的troubles
    everyday 有多少问题要去面对
    有多少夜痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡…

    **life's a struggle 日子还要过
    品尝喜怒哀乐之后又是数不尽的troubles
    everyday 有多少问题要去面对
    有多少夜痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡…

    **life's a struggle 日子还要过
    品尝喜怒哀乐之后又是数不尽的troubles
    everyday 有多少问题要去面对
    有多少夜痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡…

    **life's a struggle 日子还要过
    品尝喜怒哀乐之后又是数不尽的troubles
    everyday 有多少问题要去面对
    有多少夜痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡…

    uh...life's a struggle
    yeah...life's a struggle

    did u feel,man?...